Bartender pour the wine...cause the hurtings all mine

So today I haven't been sick! I feel sick though. But thankgod for Anika. She got me to eat some Mac and Cheese...which I had to force down...but I really need to try and eat again. And last night was pretty awful too...which did not at all help...I found out some things (that i'm glad I found out) that really hurt but whatcanyado? But i feel the need to thank the people that kept me living...so here it goes

Nicole: I love you with ALL of my love! You mean more to me than I think you know...You are my SM! Forever...
Anika: You are such a beautiful person-inside and out! Thanks for the Mac n' Cheese and the wine....and esp. the talk! Love ya!
Cassie: I love you too...even though at the moment...well you know. I always will! Thanks for all the encouragment and talks!
Kaylee: Thanks for the prayers girly! Love ya too!
Mark: Thanks for the nudge buddy!
Dad: Your the only person in my fam that I actually talked to...or really even ever talk to. Thanks for understanding!
Dave: I can't believe im actually thanking you...haha...but you have a good heart!

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I think he's mad at me? I don't understand...