If you leave me can I come too?

So at first I was devistated...Mostly because it's not what I had expected after all that and needless to say it def pisses me off still but what can you do-whats done is done. I don't even know why I cried so much...I had never cried that hard in my life before...It actually made me sick! There was def things said that shouldn't have been...But Im past that now...and I do regret it because it wasn't worth going through that and I was warned like 10 times but I didn't listen when I should have. And I didn't listen to me either because I knew it wasn't right...I guess I just didn't want to listen. But if I could go back it would def have been diff.